well 27 days to go... (more or less)

I feel like these next weeks are going to go on forever. I already feel like they are. Though not being in school makes it feel a lot different. It hasnt been too bad just you know pregnancy makes things really hard. A lot of stuff i have to ask help with which is hard and humbeling. But other than being exhausted from doing barely nothing I feel okay. I hear that i look great and still am "energetic". But who knows..


Ive been stressed to the brink trying to figure everything out and take care of work and then some friends who have no idea what life is about. Im starting to get sick from all the stress and I will admit that it sometimes makes me turn into a not-so-nice person.

My hospital bag is packed. I finished child birth classes. I am all cleared and registered at the hospital.


I have a horrible headache. Its the kind you get after you had just cried your eyes out. I did just cry my eyes out actually.

Im going to probably do some fasting till sunday. Not sure what im going to give up but it will be something.

I cant wait till my body goes back to normal. though i will miss some parts of it.

anyway. Bed time.